Expectations

Sometimes, just sometimes when others are looking at you then you get the feeling as if they would see such a huge potential in you, but you don't know why. You don't know what can they see what you can't! You cannot see it, but eventually you will feel it, that you are meant to do something big, something really important with your life. Then you are trying, striving to live up to their expectations in order to make them proud of you or to love you. But after a while you get tired and feel uncomfortable of trying to be what you are not or what you cannot be no matter how much you try! And suddenly you decide to let it all go, all those hard work and you show one side of who you really are and suddenly you feel as if you let down others, which makes you feel terrible at first. But in the end you realize that if they cannot love you for who you are, if they cannot love your childish personality, only the mature and serious one, then they don't deserve your attention and love! It is no such thing as being only just black or just white all the time! We cannot be only just serious or just childish all the time or act right all the time! It would be tiring not to mention dull! Making mistakes, sometimes even huge ones, acting childish sometimes makes us who we are, makes us human, makes us interesting! And what makes us even greater is forgiveness! Yes, we shouldn't say things, we shouldn't do some things, but if we are as wise as we say we are, or if we care about someone then we can forgive the mistakes!