Dead or alive

I would like to be brave like those who are dying, to love like no one before, to feel alive, to break free from the prison made of flesh and bones! To see things that are invisible to the human eye, to live in a world without limits, to have a simple,carefree life! Friends, family, relations all ask for commitment. Why do we even care about each other? Why do we need company? Why do we feel sometimes incomplete when we aren't? What are you? Who are you?
Sometimes comes a time in our life when we stop and ask questions about everything in our life. But sometimes we just stop and see a huge void in ourselves. As if we would be only an empty carcas. No feelings, no emotions, no dreams or goals to achieve, no desires, no thirst for knowledge, no motivation, nothing at all just EMPTINESS!! Nothing...nothing to live for. Almost as if we were dead or paralyzed in a way that we are able to hear, see, understand, perceive, but cannot move or speak!